Love, Family, Everything

Ever wonder how does it feel if your beloved were left behind and they wouldn't be lending you their shoulder to cry on. Have you ever wonder that Home is always the safest place of all, in fact you feel like going home so badly everyday? Have you ever wonder the depression you will be going through after boarding on the strangest place ever? Last but not least, how do you restrain yourself from missing someone that you cannot live without? Well, I do. And it sucks! First of arrival was a test on me. I whispered to myself, I could get rid of it. I can be small lil independent & brave girl. But,it ain't true. I shedded so much of tears on the first day no matter where I am. I cried when I was bathing. I cried when mummy called. I cried when daddy called. I cried when He called. And I cried before I slept. Every now and then, I would still cry after talking to muah family over the skype. Indeed, I realise my family is the best gift from God even thou they always nag at me. Mum and Dad call me everyday, every night to keep me happy when I'm alone in the room. No doubt, they are .

It has been two weeks since I landed on the new town, hereby I would say, it was tough and lotsa patience needed to adapt myself here. So how was my first week? Nahhh, it didn't go smoothly as what I thought I could be. Waking up in the morning and realise that you are not lying on the bed that you've lied on for years could be a disaster. Eating dishes that aren't cooked by mummy could be a trauma too. Every morning I wake up, I would cry for knowing the truth that this isn't my room. Every night I would cry for knowing the truth that I won't be seeing you for 4 months. Listening to the song composed by You makes me feel much comfortable and blissful for having you by my side.

After two weeks of settling down, finally I feel much better and adaptive as well as independent! I can cook better now. In fact, I baked New York Cheese Cake. And I got lotsa compliments from friends. Look,I'm improved! Even Mum and Dad has already booked to cook a lovely scrumptious dinner for them. Well, I will!

Last night was awesome. We booze till we down. Mitchel was extremely drunk till he hugged everyone's leg. Besides, everyone was talking like a chicken. No body understands, yet we laughed like crazy.

It's the month of August. Like, FINALLY! Wake me up when August ends!

Farewell Trip @ Port Dickson

Well, we did nothing but swim,eat,cam-ho,sleep and drink. Oh ya, Abel, thanks for coming all the way from Singapore! Novi,thanks for coming all the way from Indon! Opps, before I forget,we are heading to Singapore too this xmas!