Prayed for the best, prepared for the worst.

If everything goes smoothly as I estimated, it would be this year then.

God, bless me for once?

An hour chat has finally opened up my heart.

I'm getting much better now.

Thanks

This picture is great, don't ya think so?

Another Friday, Another week has gone....

Another friday night...I can't explain much cause I'm pretty depressed that I'm alone at home now. Housemates are all out, so I lost a partner to talk to. I should be studying for monday test and working on my assignment which is due in a week time, but I'm just.....LAZY. And since I was almost out everyday back in Malaysia, I shall get my ass off to update what I'd done during the holidays. During my 3 weeks working at Genting, I hardly get to meet up with everyone due to waking up before sunrise and reach home at wee hours. And the only time I could spend my day time with darling was Saturday. As such, my december holiday was sort of WASTED!

My December Holiday

I took MC on the 2nd week of work a.k.a to rest at home. Of course my main purpose is to get my DSLR camera with my advisor, Bun. It was my tough decision on getting it since I find it bulky and inconvenient to be carried around, and also I have to commit myself towards photography skills. Bun, the photographer and the culprit keep insisting me on buying it before going to Singapore for x'mas holiday. I can't decide at the moment, but I still bought it on the spot even though I was given few choices. Many people reccommended Canon 450D but the difference on the specification is not big, so I've gotten myself Canon 1000D. Today, I understand what a photographer needs is not a best of the best + expensive camera, it's LENS! Today, I'm proud of the skills and photography knowledge I've obtained during the 3 months holidays. Today, I understand how cool I am by carrying DSLR and Crumpler bag! Today, I simply love my news lens very much.

Right after I bought my camera, we adjourned to TGIF for dinner.

Kim Gary, Movie & Maccas

Crumpler bag for my camera @ KLCC

Joe's birthday party & NXZ

Till then..

I'm depressed again, cause I'll miss dear's surprise party

Workloads are slowly piling up day by day....

I just want to go home again

The heart-piercing story reboots again.

I need a break.

I need someone to ease my stress and sorrow.

Anyone?

It hurts.

At least, I found a HOPE.

Tell me that's the road I should take.

Depression is getting deeper after knowing the results I ain't want to.

Can anyone help me?

On the brighter side, today's my niece's BIG day!

I wish...I wish I could be there to pinch her (that's what I do everyday )

(Picture taken on the 9th Day of CNY, Pai Ti Kong)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

I can't differentiate what's worried and stressed.

Perhaps I made myself worried too much.

Way too much...

And stressed myself just too much.

No one could spare some time to listen to me, neither You, the person I care the most.

Guess what,

I hate every obstacles around me NOW!

Friday...

I don't quite understand the definition of Friday or why is it called Friday instead of Fiday Fooday or F*ckday. When I was in M'sia (look, my annoying attitude is back again), my self-definition of friday is MOVIE NIGHT! I can't help but to feel depressed and depressed, and DEPRESSED knowing that I can't do it here. I felt pretty awful and regret for not enjoying my friday night to full blast as we could hardly reunite everyone like how we used to. So how was my friday nights spent then? At Cyber cafe...to play left4dead.

And I would definitely assure you that left4dead has become so popular among girls. Oh well, that's because guys do love to hear girls scream. Can't explain that, but that is the nature of guy (according to a guy friend of mine)

Hence, tonight will be the study night for me despite no movie, no left4dead, no boyfriend and no mamak. And the gang will me watching watchmen tonight WITHOUT me! I hate them

Farewell Dinner @ Maria's Cafe, Damansara Perdana

I hosted this dinner on facebook and set up rules and regulation for them. Somehow they still respect me as they obey the rules. Good job for Kim leong for not bringing his PSP and Jun Hien for following our car (since he always ditch us before dinner ends). As well as the rest for not calling me turtle/witch/spartan/hercules or watever.

NO PSP FACE.

I miss BunVirus and those days we took picture back in 2006

And now we have grown up to more mature and prettier. Hehehe

p/s : My next target, TELE-FLASH!